Trust is the biggest hurdle. We would have to start all over again. I don't know if I could or want to try again. Maybe just being friends is best. Or that's just me not wanting to get hurt again.
We are just taking it one day at a time and really enjoying each other's company. But I cannot get past the lack of trust. I'm expecting him to do the same things as before at every turn. We are going to start marriage counseling and I hope that helps. I want to believe we can make this work but I know I'm holding back a bit, just waiting for the sh*t to hit the fan again.
Thank you for the advice!