I can definitely understand. I'm in a similar situation..not the sex trafficking but the gaslighting and I'm pretty sure he's been talking to someone else or worse..he screams at me too..he's lied about me..has taken away everything I love..called me an ugly *****..screamed at me to leave and get out and when I left he screamed "how could you leave me" I just wanted to let you know you aren't alone..I feel like I married someone that is pretending to be a human being..it's horrific, this feeling.