Thanks for the reply. I appreciate your input. I think I am more upset with my decision to stay for so many years in a false marriage. He always wanted the freedom to do as he pleased with whom he pleased, and I always fought for the family to stay together. Now I am on my own and not sure I will ever want to marry again; and he is married and willing to give up the freedom he was so determined to have! Oh well.... I really am better off. I have no doubt that I would never want what we had!