I have to agree. Find happiness in the little things each day. Your childs hug first thing in the morning. The warmth of the sunshine on your face. Practice noticing these little things and taking pleasure in them at the moment. Also, check with local churches and see if there are any divorce recovery groups. They are not just for people already divorced. I had a friend tell me about one and it made such a huge difference for me. I learned so much and got the encouragement I needed and made new and supportive friends. Its never about your age. Trust me.
I feel your pain! I wish I could tell you to move on because that seems like the best thing when reading your post. Well moving on is easier said then done.
I wish you the best in the days to come. Try to put your child and yourself first in the things you do and decided.
My husband and I have been together for 11 years and married for 6 years. we just decided to separate to work out our differences and work on ourselves for a while. The marriage has been down the tubes for the last 3 years while he has been in college. I missed the signs of my husband cheating on me with a girl in his class and he stopped wearing his ring about a month he said it was due to his finger swelling up. Now here i am feeling soooo bad and asking myself why? I know I wasnt the best wife but I always took care of him. I cant give you any advice but I can say I am right there with you in your pain. Dont ever feel like your alone in this.