Re: I am divorsing my husband for cheating on me . . .
Ava, is there a service that gives free couseling to battered women in your area? If so, contact them right now and they'll get you in right away. I had to go to Turning Point in our area. They helped immensely. They'll even help with the paperwork for an order of protection and they'll go to court with you.
If your area doesn't have an agency like that, go to a church, any church, and ask for help. The Sheriff's Dept. or Police Dept. can probably guide you to where to get help.
You need to get away from this situation.