OH YEAH! I'VE HAD THOSE THOUGHTS FLOAT THROUGH MY HEAD TOO...BUT REMEMBER YOU'RE BETTER THAN THAT...I AM A FIRM BELIEVER IN KARMA...HE HAD BEEN TREATING ME HORRIBLY SINCE FEBRUARY, NOT SPENDING ANY TIME WITH ME, NO INTIMACY, ETC AND I WAS TO TRUSTING TO BELIEVE HE WAS DEVELOPING ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP...AFTER 16 YEARS TOGETHER ON LABOR DAY HE TOLD ME HE WANTED A DIVORCE, 3 DAYS LATER TOLD ME ABOUT HIS SPECIAL FRIEND, YEAH, I HAVE EVIL THOUGHTS SOMETIMES BUT I TRY TO REMEMBER THAT I HAVE BETTER VALUES, DESERVE BETTER, AND WILL SOMEDAY GET PAST THIS UP AND DOWN GRIEVING, ANGER AND FRUSTRATION... AND I PRAY ALOT, EVEN THOUGH I'D NEVER BEEN VERY RELIGIOUS GOD IS HELPING ME GET THROUGH THIS!!! HANG IN THERE!!