My ex cheated on me the first time when I was 6 months pregnant. He guilt made him tell me his excuse was that life was just to much for him at the time, oh and that t shot( bottle) of Jack was blamed too.....
They lie, cheat and are complete a$$es and expect us to understand that becoming a parent scares the SH*T out of them. Well grow up! We are scared too and don't cheat, lie or stick our tails between our legs and run.
God bless you and this new baby. Your life will be so much better with out him.