I am only 5 days post divorce and have a long way to go. My emotions were all over the place, but are calming down somewhat today.

I wonder how my divorce will be. I wonder if he'll still be in the picture somehow, even though I'll be moving 135 miles away.

On one hand I'm excited about moving, but still I hold back dreading leaving here. I have 3 months to move out of what used to be "our" house. It was signed over to him and now I'm a guest. I suppose I am officially homeless, but not sleeping in my car.