I am sorry you are having one of those days, but maybe it was not to be. You never know, he might just be thinking how good he had with you and will be back soon. Hang in there.
Thank You for those words. I don't think I want him back. He has not called or even txt to see how the kids are doing, he told me he loved them, I can see clearly how much he did...and you're right, I don't think it was meant to be.