Dont be sorry. I think a lot of us need a pity party. I know i do. I dont want to be alone either, so you arent alone. I dont envy you with a military man though. Thats what mine was before he left. Military life is hard for those of us who go in it late. I was 35 when mine desided to go back in. I couldnt get used to it. Its a whole new world. Hugs

I think I've been in a pity party for the past month, so let it out. It is the best way to get it over with. I think we are in the same boat, we all wanted to be part of someone's life, but we picked the wrong person. Take care and I hope you can straighten your life soon, so you can move on with your life.