Well I knew it would come back to slap me in the face again. I let myself get my hopes up but once again he let me know that talking to me was not that important. He always talked to her around 9:30 so at 10"30 he sent me an email saying it was too late so sorry I am not calling.
Isent him an email telling him once again that I would try my bet not to ever call him again. I said that he had the life he chose and I am not in it so will try and keep it that way.
Naturally I am not handling this well. So I took an anti anxioty pill and am going to bed to feel sorry for myself yet again. i just need to get it through my think head that he does not want me anymore.
I hope you have better luck.