I do not know if it helps you and even I was confused to think if I need to divorce my Narcissist husband or not as I am scared how things would change

Things couldnt get any worse than they were. I left. And am far better for it. Wont lie. **** hard. **** scary. But. I know i no longer have to endure the day to day bs i had been under. I still dont know if i’ll ever truly be free. But not being physically near him is a good first step