Hello
I read your story. It is different from mine but at the end of the day it is fulled with pain and sadness. I wish you find closure and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I too am a functional 43 year old women with childhood trauma. I am what you would call ANXIOUS CLINGY... I am starting my therapy. It has been hard. We both will find peace. It is time we heal and have happiness and love in our lives.
Kindly
T